Dad it just doesn’t seem real. We were just making plans for your KY visit….I just wish I could tell you one more time I love you. Unfortunately the hospital had you sedative and restrained on both arms and legs, why? You could barely walk and I’m so sorry we were not their in your final moments. I hope you’ll forgive Jen and l….thank you for loving me always and thank you for loving my children even more. Forever grateful to you Dad, ShandaPanda!

Miss you so much Dad. You taught me how to ride a bike, cook eggs, mow grass but you forgot to teach me how to let you go….Mom always said everything happens for a reason and you may not know what that reason is for awhile but it doesn’t make this journey any easier with you gone….Shanda